Tuesday, September 05, 2006
I love BooJae, Sweet Micky, Dolpin Boy Junsu, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk
3:01 AM
OMFG !
I just read her friend's blog ..
And found that there was these negative stuff about her ...
I never knew she was like that ?
Is it becos of him that she is like that ?
Is it becos that i'm a hearing impaired that she pities me ?
Is it becos of that i am close to them that she is so nice to me ?
Or it's just that she is really my best friend ?
Man ...
I'm so confused .
Just last month , i encountered this .
And now it's happening again ?
And it's the same person ?
I'm scared .
That i will lose a friend .
The person who i ever so trusted .
The person who i ever so could believe in .
But is she really worth it ?
Gosh .
I wish i could ask her .
But i know that she treats me as her best friend .
And that she will be hurt if i ask her ...
But i'm confused myself !
How i wish someone could help me ...
No she isn't like that right ?
Then ...
How come i read this stuff about her ?
Can't be right ?
She must be really my best friend right ?
Or is it all fake-ness to get close to them ...
Holy shit .
I sure hope not .
Holy crap .
I sure hope it wasn't a mistake .
Please say it aint true .
I thought i could have a bestie .
I think not .
Everyone is IMPERFECT .
Yes i know .
Then .
If she is like that .
I'm trying to accept her .
But seriously i hope her attitude isn't like that because i so totally trust her .
Don't misplace my trust , will you ?
This isn't joyce i'm refering to .
Can someone tell me what the HECK is happening .
I just read her friend's blog ..
And found that there was these negative stuff about her ...
I never knew she was like that ?
Is it becos of him that she is like that ?
Is it becos that i'm a hearing impaired that she pities me ?
Is it becos of that i am close to them that she is so nice to me ?
Or it's just that she is really my best friend ?
Man ...
I'm so confused .
Just last month , i encountered this .
And now it's happening again ?
And it's the same person ?
I'm scared .
That i will lose a friend .
The person who i ever so trusted .
The person who i ever so could believe in .
But is she really worth it ?
Gosh .
I wish i could ask her .
But i know that she treats me as her best friend .
And that she will be hurt if i ask her ...
But i'm confused myself !
How i wish someone could help me ...
No she isn't like that right ?
Then ...
How come i read this stuff about her ?
Can't be right ?
She must be really my best friend right ?
Or is it all fake-ness to get close to them ...
Holy shit .
I sure hope not .
Holy crap .
I sure hope it wasn't a mistake .
Please say it aint true .
I thought i could have a bestie .
I think not .
Everyone is IMPERFECT .
Yes i know .
Then .
If she is like that .
I'm trying to accept her .
But seriously i hope her attitude isn't like that because i so totally trust her .
Don't misplace my trust , will you ?
This isn't joyce i'm refering to .
Can someone tell me what the HECK is happening .
I love BooJae, Sweet Micky, Dolpin Boy Junsu, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk
3:01 AM