Friday, September 01, 2006
I love BooJae, Sweet Micky, Dolpin Boy Junsu, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk
4:09 PM
This entry is totally dedicated to you . (the person whom im refering to)
You know that ..
You are making everyone go against each other just to listen to you ?
You yourself ...
Are making everyone awkward ...
And we cant have any peace ...
Your attitude is lousy and yet you say others' are lousy .
What is the meaning of this ?
Please get this into your stupid head that you are stressing everyone out .
Please get a fucking life and do some soul searching or something .
Don't come and say in our faces that we are the ones with the problem .
Hello ?
Can you like wake up and face reality .
You aren't perfect .
Nobody is .
Diyana is one example .
She used to hate people and always find fault with them .
But now she has changed .
She is more open to people and her attitude is much much better .
Yes , she may be bad tempered at times .
But its like expected .
Because of you , our temper rises .
And yet you blame us for that .
What kind of shit is this ?
Thivya is also another example .
She was an arrogant girl .
But now she is some fine matured girl .
I'm also one of an example .
I was crude , talking whatever i wanted to .
And i thought many people liked me .
But my thinking has changed .
And i TRY to changed my way of speaking rudely .
At least that's what i think so .
And i think i have tried to be a better person .
More reliable .
But you ?
You think you are some teacher's pet .
I tell you , being a teacher pet is super nerdy .
I might say likewise .
People might think you are sucking up to your teachers the way you boast about it .
You think you are some guai kia who always listen to her mum .
Hello , mums are to be respected .
But you come running to us and whine that your mum never give you freedom .
Not even one bit .
Excuse me .
You can come to school to study .
You can wear clothes .
You can have food .
But those people in other poorer countries are less better off than you .
And you still complain .
Your mum is doing all these for your own good .
But you say no .
You even scold her behind her back and talk back to her .
Don't you even know how to appreciate others ?
Yes , i may agree with you at times .
But it was in a fit of not thinking .
After awhile i will slowly appreciate it .
But for you i don't think so .
You think you are one poor thing .
Having to go for tuitions and performances and all that .
Everyone has to do it too .
Not only you .
And the others don't complain .
Yes they do complain but not too much .
For you , you complain until the listener can die .
So what if you stay in a condo ?
So what if you own billabong bags ?
So what if you own a computer ?
So what if you have a bedroom ?
You just don't know how to appreciate the things you have right now .
Ever since my uncle's demise , i have learned to appreciate those around me .
But you huh ?
Scold your mum and say your bro is one idiot ?
Say your father is stupid ?
God knows when they will leave you .
You will REGRET .
Just like me .
Can you ever understand ?
No .
In future you will suffer losing your loved one .
Please , the past means the past .
There's no retrieving it again .
You can't just let go .
What is your problem ?
Everybody has moved on and you are the one staying behind .
But you had to drag somebody with you .
Why ?
You say there's nothing wrong with your attitude .
Like hello ?
How come people talk behind your back then ?
How come you get these slammings from people then ?
Just wake up .
You say you are different .
You are just one pathetic human being like the rest of us .
You also copy people just to blend in .
But i can tell you that copying their idea aint fun .
Its like taking credit for their ideas .
You even copy my handwriting and after that say that you write WELL .
And what crap ?
You carry that kind of bag ?
You know that you much better suited to carry a kiddie bag ?
And you walk .
Like some retard .
And your fashion sense .
After you see your friends wear that then you wear them too .
What shit ?
You are just some pathetic loser .
You think you are cooler than the nerds of the society ?
I can tell you the answer is no .
In fact you are equilavent to some cowdung .
You never give anyone a word of praise or encouragement .
I say good luck and shake your hand .
You just smile and shake my hand .
THAT'S ALL .
When somebody does something good for a project or something .
You actually point out their flaws .
Crap .
Also , when people say nice things about you .
You don't say "thank you" .
Is that so difficult to say that ?
You only smile .
Even your smile is ugly .
I say you are funny .
You never compliment back .
You don't EVER compliment others .
Instead , you feel jealous .
When people ask you about something because they are curious .
You assume that people are just gossiping .
Hello go check the dictionary please .
Just because we've known each other for a long time .
That doesn't mean that we are best friends .
The feeling has to be there .
The feeling of best friends .
I'd prefer to call Lynette , Diyana , Thivya , Guo min and Janessa as my best friends .
Why ?
We can talk to each other easily .
We don't have the awkward feeling .
We don't hate each other .
We're fine with each other .
But with you .
I can say that i aint feeling all that good around you .
Actually i feel embarrass when i hang out with you .
Seriously i shouldn't hang out with these kind of people .
Yes , diyana has alot alot of freedom .
But you assume that it is lack of upbringing .
Hello ?
Her parents are slogging their guts out there .
My parents are also slogging .
But you complain we have freedom and you don't have .
Ahem .
But you are lucky to have a mother waiting for you at home .
To cook you dinner .
Lunch .
But we ?
Take-away food .
You think it's good huh ?
You tell your so called friends that .
I and diyana aint good people .
Okay fine .
But need you go say all those untrue things ?
You know you might die a terrible death ?
Yes cursing .
I don't need you to tell me that .
I need you to go do some soul searching in the toilet please .
Just like what guo min did last year .
And yet you laughed at him .
Oh boy .
I already told you that our friendship is over but you still come talk to me and pretend nothing has happened .
I have to play along with you and talk to you like i'm your bestie .
You know how i hate it ?
I totally hate it .
I have my own friends and you have your own .
Must you go and bad mouth my friends when i have never bad mouthed your friends ?
You say Lynette gossips .
You say Diyana is bad tempered and she always say bad words .
You say Rui Qin is too noisy .
You say you don't like Ammar because of Carlo you barely know .
Yes don't think you know carlo very very well .
I say Lynette and Diyana are to know better .
You don't anyhow talk big .
It's friggin' sick can ?
You think you look so great .
You do all those kind of silly things to your hair .
You try to carry those cool things .
But they aren't suited for you know that ?
And you copy MY clothes .
Fuck lar .
I aint planning on becoming on your twin okay .
Neither am i planning on becoming your so-called best friend .
You have many many more flaws i wanna point out .
But , fortunately for you , i haven't got the patience to post this stupid entry just all about you .
Let me tell you .
You do say crude things .
You do have attitude problem .
You do gossip .
You do slam people down .
You do hate people .
You do hate your family .
You do think you are some lame teacher's pet .
You do suck up to people .
You do not appreciate your family .
You do not compliment others .
You do not encourage others .
You do not know how to appreciate .
You do not know you AINT cool .
You do not know you can't blend in with the crowd .
One more thing .
You know that i have to be sneaky and untruthful just to go out with my friends ?
I tell you , that's extremely pathetic .
I'm sick of being pulled by the strings .
I'm cutting the strings MYSELF .
Good luck and farewell .
You know that ..
You are making everyone go against each other just to listen to you ?
You yourself ...
Are making everyone awkward ...
And we cant have any peace ...
Your attitude is lousy and yet you say others' are lousy .
What is the meaning of this ?
Please get this into your stupid head that you are stressing everyone out .
Please get a fucking life and do some soul searching or something .
Don't come and say in our faces that we are the ones with the problem .
Hello ?
Can you like wake up and face reality .
You aren't perfect .
Nobody is .
Diyana is one example .
She used to hate people and always find fault with them .
But now she has changed .
She is more open to people and her attitude is much much better .
Yes , she may be bad tempered at times .
But its like expected .
Because of you , our temper rises .
And yet you blame us for that .
What kind of shit is this ?
Thivya is also another example .
She was an arrogant girl .
But now she is some fine matured girl .
I'm also one of an example .
I was crude , talking whatever i wanted to .
And i thought many people liked me .
But my thinking has changed .
And i TRY to changed my way of speaking rudely .
At least that's what i think so .
And i think i have tried to be a better person .
More reliable .
But you ?
You think you are some teacher's pet .
I tell you , being a teacher pet is super nerdy .
I might say likewise .
People might think you are sucking up to your teachers the way you boast about it .
You think you are some guai kia who always listen to her mum .
Hello , mums are to be respected .
But you come running to us and whine that your mum never give you freedom .
Not even one bit .
Excuse me .
You can come to school to study .
You can wear clothes .
You can have food .
But those people in other poorer countries are less better off than you .
And you still complain .
Your mum is doing all these for your own good .
But you say no .
You even scold her behind her back and talk back to her .
Don't you even know how to appreciate others ?
Yes , i may agree with you at times .
But it was in a fit of not thinking .
After awhile i will slowly appreciate it .
But for you i don't think so .
You think you are one poor thing .
Having to go for tuitions and performances and all that .
Everyone has to do it too .
Not only you .
And the others don't complain .
Yes they do complain but not too much .
For you , you complain until the listener can die .
So what if you stay in a condo ?
So what if you own billabong bags ?
So what if you own a computer ?
So what if you have a bedroom ?
You just don't know how to appreciate the things you have right now .
Ever since my uncle's demise , i have learned to appreciate those around me .
But you huh ?
Scold your mum and say your bro is one idiot ?
Say your father is stupid ?
God knows when they will leave you .
You will REGRET .
Just like me .
Can you ever understand ?
No .
In future you will suffer losing your loved one .
Please , the past means the past .
There's no retrieving it again .
You can't just let go .
What is your problem ?
Everybody has moved on and you are the one staying behind .
But you had to drag somebody with you .
Why ?
You say there's nothing wrong with your attitude .
Like hello ?
How come people talk behind your back then ?
How come you get these slammings from people then ?
Just wake up .
You say you are different .
You are just one pathetic human being like the rest of us .
You also copy people just to blend in .
But i can tell you that copying their idea aint fun .
Its like taking credit for their ideas .
You even copy my handwriting and after that say that you write WELL .
And what crap ?
You carry that kind of bag ?
You know that you much better suited to carry a kiddie bag ?
And you walk .
Like some retard .
And your fashion sense .
After you see your friends wear that then you wear them too .
What shit ?
You are just some pathetic loser .
You think you are cooler than the nerds of the society ?
I can tell you the answer is no .
In fact you are equilavent to some cowdung .
You never give anyone a word of praise or encouragement .
I say good luck and shake your hand .
You just smile and shake my hand .
THAT'S ALL .
When somebody does something good for a project or something .
You actually point out their flaws .
Crap .
Also , when people say nice things about you .
You don't say "thank you" .
Is that so difficult to say that ?
You only smile .
Even your smile is ugly .
I say you are funny .
You never compliment back .
You don't EVER compliment others .
Instead , you feel jealous .
When people ask you about something because they are curious .
You assume that people are just gossiping .
Hello go check the dictionary please .
Just because we've known each other for a long time .
That doesn't mean that we are best friends .
The feeling has to be there .
The feeling of best friends .
I'd prefer to call Lynette , Diyana , Thivya , Guo min and Janessa as my best friends .
Why ?
We can talk to each other easily .
We don't have the awkward feeling .
We don't hate each other .
We're fine with each other .
But with you .
I can say that i aint feeling all that good around you .
Actually i feel embarrass when i hang out with you .
Seriously i shouldn't hang out with these kind of people .
Yes , diyana has alot alot of freedom .
But you assume that it is lack of upbringing .
Hello ?
Her parents are slogging their guts out there .
My parents are also slogging .
But you complain we have freedom and you don't have .
Ahem .
But you are lucky to have a mother waiting for you at home .
To cook you dinner .
Lunch .
But we ?
Take-away food .
You think it's good huh ?
You tell your so called friends that .
I and diyana aint good people .
Okay fine .
But need you go say all those untrue things ?
You know you might die a terrible death ?
Yes cursing .
I don't need you to tell me that .
I need you to go do some soul searching in the toilet please .
Just like what guo min did last year .
And yet you laughed at him .
Oh boy .
I already told you that our friendship is over but you still come talk to me and pretend nothing has happened .
I have to play along with you and talk to you like i'm your bestie .
You know how i hate it ?
I totally hate it .
I have my own friends and you have your own .
Must you go and bad mouth my friends when i have never bad mouthed your friends ?
You say Lynette gossips .
You say Diyana is bad tempered and she always say bad words .
You say Rui Qin is too noisy .
You say you don't like Ammar because of Carlo you barely know .
Yes don't think you know carlo very very well .
I say Lynette and Diyana are to know better .
You don't anyhow talk big .
It's friggin' sick can ?
You think you look so great .
You do all those kind of silly things to your hair .
You try to carry those cool things .
But they aren't suited for you know that ?
And you copy MY clothes .
Fuck lar .
I aint planning on becoming on your twin okay .
Neither am i planning on becoming your so-called best friend .
You have many many more flaws i wanna point out .
But , fortunately for you , i haven't got the patience to post this stupid entry just all about you .
Let me tell you .
You do say crude things .
You do have attitude problem .
You do gossip .
You do slam people down .
You do hate people .
You do hate your family .
You do think you are some lame teacher's pet .
You do suck up to people .
You do not appreciate your family .
You do not compliment others .
You do not encourage others .
You do not know how to appreciate .
You do not know you AINT cool .
You do not know you can't blend in with the crowd .
One more thing .
You know that i have to be sneaky and untruthful just to go out with my friends ?
I tell you , that's extremely pathetic .
I'm sick of being pulled by the strings .
I'm cutting the strings MYSELF .
Good luck and farewell .
I love BooJae, Sweet Micky, Dolpin Boy Junsu, Leeteuk, Eunhyuk
4:09 PM